dreams- the kind that come in the night

I had the weirdest dream last night. Ok, so I've had weirder dreams, but this dream was still up there in the list of weird dreams. Even more than that, this dream was very frustrating and gave me a feeling of worry and self doubt, until I woke up. In my dream I somehow lost sight of all hopes, plans, and aspirations I have set in my life. I wound up getting pregnant and having a child. Not only one child, but about 5 or 6. All from different fathers. That was part of the disconcerting feeling I had- not only could I not remember how many children I had, but I didn't know where they all came from. One child was a white boy, another a hawaiian, another a little red-head, and a couple of others that kept running back to the family they appeared to be from. But as soon as I would say, "Kelly, do you mind if I take my baby back?" she would immediately hand back the baby she was holding, which appeared like it should be in her family in the first place, and I would take my baby. Then later I complained to my mom about how annoying that someone would keep my baby for a few days, and not think to return him/her. That's part of the reason I couldn't figure out just exactly how many children I had really had from promiscuous behavior. They were all just there, from nowhere in particular, continually disappearing to a family who looked more like them. I guess I had better take warning from this bizarre dream and make sure to not even think of having sex before I'm married. Not like I was considering it in the first place. So, maybe the better lesson is to make sure that if I am going to have a lot of kids, let them know that I am really their mother, and to keep track of them all.